[If Hikaru were still sober, at all, in the little or least bit, he'd be well on his way to creating a noose out of his own shirt so he could hang himself in Touya's bathroom. His big, stupid, stupid mouth is always getting him into trouble, saying all the things he never should say... But he isn't sober and won't be anytime soon, and he barely notices the real shift in atmosphere hovering above him. Touya has gone all still and quiet, yeah, like the random lull of a forest thicket, but he doesn't feel like he's going to get dangerous. He feels like somebody Hikaru never wants to be too far away from meeting.]
Mmm, well...
[And Hikaru was so embarrassed back then. It wasn't the first time their rivalry had made him hot under the collar, but it was definitely the first time he'd ever masturbated to goddamn kifu. On the Internet, he aimlessly searched for an explanation, reading about kinks and fetishes and the like, before deciding it was a random anomaly. A bunch of wires getting crisscrossed in his brain or something. Either way, he definitely wasn't about to tell Touya he took his expertly played game and used it like a common porno magazine. Hell to the fucking no. Even asking for another copy was nerve-wracking on its own, his mind awhirl with fear and desire. He thought for sure Touya would look at him long and hard and know he was some kind of pervert, but then Touya was just... really pissed off at him, and for longer than usual...
He laughs into a less excitable sigh, tilting his head farther back, nudging into Touya's hand. He wants Touya to continue playing with his hair. In the meantime, he says,] Yeah, I did, [like it's simply part of the conversation they're having. He could be discussing what he wants to eat for breakfast.] But with that one... [It takes him a try or two, but now he's tapping a finger against his temple. A thinking man, you see.] I put it in one of those plastic sleeves, so I wouldn't ruin it. [He's a fucking genius, Touya, and he's pleased with himself for being able to adapt so well.] That's why... I keep all of our games... in plastic sleeves. [Inside the bright yellow binder. Touya himself was allowed to slide their game from the kifu room into one of the clear plastic sleeves. Touya, unknowingly taking part, made it even more erotic...
The game with Yoshida isn't the only time Hikaru's been a deviant.]
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Mmm, well...
[And Hikaru was so embarrassed back then. It wasn't the first time their rivalry had made him hot under the collar, but it was definitely the first time he'd ever masturbated to goddamn kifu. On the Internet, he aimlessly searched for an explanation, reading about kinks and fetishes and the like, before deciding it was a random anomaly. A bunch of wires getting crisscrossed in his brain or something. Either way, he definitely wasn't about to tell Touya he took his expertly played game and used it like a common porno magazine. Hell to the fucking no. Even asking for another copy was nerve-wracking on its own, his mind awhirl with fear and desire. He thought for sure Touya would look at him long and hard and know he was some kind of pervert, but then Touya was just... really pissed off at him, and for longer than usual...
He laughs into a less excitable sigh, tilting his head farther back, nudging into Touya's hand. He wants Touya to continue playing with his hair. In the meantime, he says,] Yeah, I did, [like it's simply part of the conversation they're having. He could be discussing what he wants to eat for breakfast.] But with that one... [It takes him a try or two, but now he's tapping a finger against his temple. A thinking man, you see.] I put it in one of those plastic sleeves, so I wouldn't ruin it. [He's a fucking genius, Touya, and he's pleased with himself for being able to adapt so well.] That's why... I keep all of our games... in plastic sleeves. [Inside the bright yellow binder. Touya himself was allowed to slide their game from the kifu room into one of the clear plastic sleeves. Touya, unknowingly taking part, made it even more erotic...
The game with Yoshida isn't the only time Hikaru's been a deviant.]